im not a perfect person

have been seldom blog. Really miss blogging. busy with schooling. yay ! fasting month is nearing. im so effing excited. bsok dpat gaji. cant wait to use my bodyshop makeup. weehee. i hate my hair. it look so ugly. got to do something with it. that's all i can blog for now. currently in school doing stupid coursework. will blog again if im free. tc my dearest blog.

# posted by NORHAFIZZAH at 6:39 PM

heys. im currently at besfren's crib, mira. happy to meet her. went to my workplace cause i wanna resign but my rgm, luz didnt allow me to resign. I hate quarelling with people at my workplace. seriously, they are friendly people but who would love to work with people who didnt respect them? Me myself dont like that way. dont u feel the same way too?i will be away from the store for 1 week.im not ready to work at the place yet. stress -_-

# posted by NORHAFIZZAH at 5:39 AM

It's just a sad thing you did not feel what i feel. all your words totally makes me melt. how i wish you could feel my sincere love in my heart. did you realise the big difference between us ? Age. but i don't care about that. I've never thought i would fall for a guy who's a divorcee with 3 kids. If i were to bring you and your 3 kids out of the small spaces and show them who you are and your kids to me to the world, for sure they are going to look down on me. I'm such a young girl and I'm willing to take this risk. If i am a heartless girl, I would not love and stay faithfully towards you. I would just pretend to love you and just make use of your money which I know you are not that rich. Can't you see that ? i hate you because you make me love you in the first place. Everything has change now, after all the suffering i felt. My feeling has change for you. Yesterday was the last day i'm meeting you. I don't wanna meet you actually. As i've decided that yesterday was the last time im gonna meet you, i forced myself to meet you. I don't feel like contacting you anymore. That feeling of love has already changed. From being someone special to someone whom i called stranger. I felt unfair on how you had treat me. But who cares ? You are no longer everything to me. You don't have to pass me your new number. I've never regret making this decision. I aint like last time. imma strong girl now. Seriously i am :D

# posted by NORHAFIZZAH at 4:05 AM

i will be using my blog again. weehee. must find time to update my blog. its a must . will update again yeah . soon :D

# posted by NORHAFIZZAH at 7:14 PM

i'm not sure about my feelings towards you. i'm afraid to fall in love again. i've found someone who can lead me to e right path. but i'm not ready to be in a relationship. sometimes, i feel like avoiding you. at e same time, i want you to be by my side. i'll cry wen i fought with you. do i really love you ? i dont know what i want in my life. i'm scared. that's all i can say. you deserve someone better than me. trust me .

# posted by NORHAFIZZAH at 5:38 AM

i'm afraid to fall in love like seriously. i just can't force myself to love anyone.

# posted by NORHAFIZZAH at 4:22 AM

busy busy busy. lazy to update blog uh. will update soon.

# posted by NORHAFIZZAH at 8:29 AM